GRATEFULLY la

Salam, by tomorrow i'll start my life as a maid in this house. I've to take care of my sister. 7 years old. Aku ingat nak keje dgn Awa. No chance. But it's okay la. Learn how to be a good 'mom'. Sometimes it'so scared. Sebab.
  Mak : Akak kene belajar buat kerja rumah, jaga adik. Nanti klu mak takde........

This is something that I don't want to listen. Redha saje.

Tiap-tiap yang bernyawa pasti akan merasai mati. Kami akan menguji kamu dengan keburukan dan kebaikan sebagai cubaan (yang sebenarnya). Dan hanya kepada Kamilah kamu dikembalikan.~ (al-Anbiyaa':35)

Honestly . I'm not perfectly. I'm not a really kind girl. I'm just an ordinary people. How to be kind person? It's too difficult. We're need istiqamah for the kind things. But I'm not really a bad person. Tapi aku rasa aku ni penjenayah akhirat.